Saturday, 30 June 2007

The weekends here! It's Saturday!
and im feeling bored and alone at home! geez, what a saturday.
i'd rather work on saturdays then. sigh.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you.
And i wish on a star, that somewhere you are
thinking of me too.

Cause im dreaming of you tonight
till tomorrow, i'll be holding you tight
and there's nowhere in the world,
i'd rather be.
Cause here in my room,
dreaming about you & me.

does anyone knows i'm feeling down?
i'm on the verge of breaking down, almost cried in public.
i'm feeling really sad and depressed, someone help!
i don't know what to post for today's entry.
everything in life seems long to me but nothing's happening.
the hours for the day's so long but things that happened are little.
oh man, i just don't know what im talking about. geez.

what i know for today is, i am crazy.
all started when i went to school.
seems like school's the place where i can be happy.
woke up early today for work but unfortunately; late.
ended work at 12 and i was kind of pissed with the teachers.
they keep bugging me and bullying me.
even when i want to leave for school, they always eat away my time.
"samantha, do this for me... oh, do that also.. thanks ar, dont angry"
like fuck sia, i'm not the maid working there you know?
you think you're old, you can bully someone younger?
hello, and im studying, probably get a better certificate than you.

anyway, went for school, met corrinne and had lunch.
saw cute guys! haha, city hall's a nice place.
lessons started at 2, ended at 5. feel really tired!
dont feel like working tmr and awaiting for the weekends!
after school, corrinne, jay, arch and i frequent around city hall.
i dont know why, but i always smile for no rhyme or reason.
then after that, i feel really sad and unhappy.
maybe just my moodiness. LOL!

suppose to meet someone for dinner but,
always having a quarrel. i'm used to it. i'm fine.
guess this contributes to my moodiness too.

oh yay.
school started today.
just as happy as i thought.
woke up so early today at 5.30am?
had to work the early shift whenever i have course.
the module for the next two weeks seems interesting
but on the other hand, it's difficult too.
our assignments seem so in a rush.
wonder if i'm able to score well or not.
on wednesday, i've to see ruth for my EAW.
wonder what she's gonna talk to me.
after school, went down to clementi with corrinne, arch and jay.
went to the bookshop to get our textbooks.
unfortunately, they had only 2 books left.
so we went to SIM to get another 2.
guess what? their stocks are horrible!
they were only left with one book so arch didnt have hers.
we ate in SIM, the food there's kinda good.
we had fun through out the journey.
after which, we went separate ways.
left SIM at 7.40, pretty late and jay had to rush for guitar lesson.
I'm happy not until i saw elenayvonne's msg on friendster, AGAIN!

anyway, happy birthday to you.. yah!
happy birthday to you.. yah!
happy birthday to grace.. yah!
happy birthday to you.. yah!

LOL, corrinne was so high on the word "yah"
just because i said it out of a slip tongue.
oh god, we could laugh at ourselves the whole day.
imagine how crazy we can be when we're together.
nutcase.

what's wrong with you, bloody bitch?
hey, you're no better all right. stop calling people bitch
when you're one yourself! it's not like i want to be your enemy, ELENA YVONNE!
get a life! i've got mine, so stop bothering me with your insecurity!
I'm not your security manager.
how can people bear with someone like you, UNREASONABLE!
please die and stop wasting EARTH'S PRECIOUS RESOURCE!

hey hey you you!
i want to be your girlfriend!

haha. love this song.
i love all avril lavigne's songs.
she's so pretty! wish im her but obviously, im not.

oh no, now im feeling a little dizzy.
i dont know why but maybe its because of this laptop.
it makes my eyes go blur!

im so alone.
stayed home the whole day.
whats this? home alone 6 is it?
heloooooooo.. anybody there? wanna go out?

feeling pissed.
this girl came along scolding me.
i think you should sort things out first
before scolding me randomly.
the problem lies in you.
feeling insecure with your boyfriend,
this shows how much trust and faith you have.
i think you're really insane.
if you need to consult a psychiatrist;
please tell me.
i can recommend you to one, all you need is: Ask.

5:06 pm